Freaking Out.

I'm always telling people that they should do new things, have new experiences, do things that challenge their comfort levels. But when it comes to ME actually doing something new, I freak out.
I cannot express to you how much I love Wawona. I love the people I work with, the kids I get to hang out with, the pool I manage, the park I work in, how much it challenges and makes me grow spiritually. It is all so perfect. But my parents don't think I should go back, they are telling me what I tell everyone else: that I should do new things, have new experiences, do things that challenge my comfort levels. I appreciate their advice so I decided to go out on a limb and apply for something else, "Just to keep my options open", so I applied to work at Yellowstone National Park. I applied in September and had completely forgotten about it until today when my mom asked me to get the mail and I found a huge college acceptance letter sized envelope with my name on it from Yellowstone. They had given me a job, working in the kitchen, at the Roosevelt Lodge. I told my mom and she started jumping up and down, insanely excited about me working in Yellowstone this summer as they are visiting Yellowstone this summer and "It's perfect!!"
I haven't smiled once since receiving the letter. I want to do it soooooo badly. But can I give up this summer at Wawona? Pray for me. Give me your advice, I need it.